The Battle Within

The biggest battle we will fight in life is the battle within ourselves. The battle to admit our wrongs and the courage to attempt to change them. Too often our realizations of what we lost come too late and the realization happens far past opportunity. This is usually where others crumble in misery of past regret. The past few days God has prepared a plan for me and laid it before me. I have overlooked it and reviewed it. Reasoned with it and argued with it. But I am learning that there are some things in life that simply are. Take love for example. Love is love. Whether it be past, present or future. Once you have loved someone that love never goes away. It usually gets masked behind lust, distraction, or other new things but the harsh reality is that the love remains. Because true love is undestructable. Unbreakable. Bound together let no man separate. Reason, logic, reality, or hope. Maybe it all intertwines at some point. I think I witnessed the fine point it all comes down to. Its not one moment, or one thing, or one word or one look, it’s a callage of lifes events, feelings, emotions, promises, and dreams all hitting one point. No matter how twisted they got along the way, no matter what was lost in translation, it all ultimately leads to one desired destaination. Can arriving at this destination be possible with all lifes detours? I say yes. It is just a matter of who is strong enough to travel the back roads, the roads not paved, it’s a matter of working around the detours, through the hail, up hill in the snow and looking at what you want and setting off to get it no matter what it takes to get there. The greatest man I have ever known said this ...


"Baby, I would do right for you, I would do wrong for you, I would do anything for you..."


He is mine. Forever.